Random Monday thoughts
I cannot believe I am 20 days away from 30. That’s crazy. Turning 30 doesn’t seem scary anymore. I’m actually excited. Am I lying to myself? Am I going to have a huge meltdown on my 30th birthday that I don’t see coming? I don’t think so. I think i’m feeling joyful about everything. I wonder what I want from my blog moving forward after the big birthday? Should I list all my new goals for 30? I think that would be fun. I’m happy Brian and I are getting out-of-town for my birthday. That seems like a perfect way to ring it in. I wonder where he’s taking me? I love and hate surprises all at the same time. Does that make me controlling? Am I controlling? It was so nice spending time with Chantal and Taline this weekend. I can’t believe how much has changed for all of us over the last few years. It’s so funny to think back on us at 23. That seems like yesterday in so many ways. I really adore those two girls. I hope this week is a smooth week. Actually, I hope it’s not just a smooth week but that something exciting happens. I’m in the mood for something exciting to happen. It was nice to spend time with my pops yesterday. I love him so much. I feel so lucky to have him. Maybe I should cook a fun recipe this week. I haven’t done that in a while. I can’t believe I am reading “50 shades of grey”- what is the world coming to? The book is highly addictive though. Wow I can’t believe I turn 30 in 20 days. Should I have a party? Ugh too many expectations with parties. I always feel let down at parties. Maybe not. Will I regret not celebrating in a big way? Maybe just dinner with the family. I need my hair colored. Ugh Mondays. I’m not a fan of Mondays. It’s so grey and cloudy in Santa Monica today. Maybe a morning yoga class instead of a walk on the beach? That could be a nice way to start the week. I have so much writing to do today. What first? Writing or yoga? I really want to see Moonrise Kingdom this week. Looks adorable. Wow I’m turning 30 in 20 days. My thirties are here. I wonder what’s in store for me in my 30’s? There is so much I want to accomplish. Yeah, I think I need a yoga class.